Friday, July 21, 2006
The feeling is surreal
The Feeling is so surreal.The last time i had the feeling was during Secondary 3. After the Bitter Experience , I never want to have this feeling again.But it comes back to haunt me.I think im in love.I think I am.After years running away from this feeling , at last it caught up with me.The Moment i saw him , I just can't help but to stare at him.While others like 2 make up conversation wanting to know their crushes better , I tried to avoid talking to him.His presence make me blush.And everytime we exchange sentences , i will go stammering and looking down on his lips.I tried my best not to have eye contact with him.
What contradicts the feeling that we are just aquaintances , I see him around and our communication was Hi and Bye.I really wanna talk to him but i'm afraid i might make a fool of myself.I don want to be too hopeful coz i gonna hurt myself.I don wanna make the same mistake i did 3years ago But i knew that i already had.I can't changed who i am.Its either i show my interest to him OR keep it in my heart.The latter is the true me.I don have the courage or confidence to.
Remember The Book of all answers?
Yep, I tried my luck again.I don believe all the crap it said but it is a fun way wasting my time.I did not follow the instruction , i only concentrated on the qn.
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Just wait and see what happen
I nearly shrieked ou loud when i saw the answer.My mind was making up all types of scenarios.My question was.......
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Do (Let's Call him X) know i like him And will he like me too??
It's either Bad or Good News.Please , Please Let it Be an Enouragement for me to show my feelings to him.
I don want to run away again.I'm tired.But i'm too shy to even make friends with him.I don want history to repeat itself again.
One is inevitable.Twice is disheartening.Thrice will be life-threatening.
For the Meantime , I seek the book advice by waiting..But i don want to wait anymore!Enuff with all the waiting i done 3years ago coz it flew away leaving me stranded.
Jannah ♥
8:18 AM
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